Throat is killing me.
1st day (sun) of missing him
No appetite for food or water. Causing me sore throat the next day. Felt my heart pierced and cried so hard.
2nd day (mon)of missing him
Instead of waiting for him to come find me, why not just go find him and save all the “missing”. But stuff happens. And had to find my own distraction so I wont be drowning in sorrows.
3rd day (tue) of missing him
A full day of training. Really tired. Thought he would be able to come find me. But well, he had something on. expectations, disappointments. Sad, disappointed, cries.
4th day (wed) of missing him
Stop telling me you can come find me when you can’t. Cause expectations just brings me disappointment, more sadness, more tears, more pain.
I am glad I didn’t stay home and just wait for you to come. I would probably be in tears knowing that something caught up and I can’t see you again
Now i don’t even know if i really want to see you. When I think of you, I really remember all the time i’m sad and cry for you. It’s painful.
I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m going to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Not ready to let go
Cause then I’d never know
That I could be missing
I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m going to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh I’m going down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing of what I never found.
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m going to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m going to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Oh it’s coming down, down, down.
What is it with girl who always reject the nice and caring guys that will only bring smile to her face.
